Education spoilt me

some one correctly said that...
why ...
look at me...when i was young (20)....life was simple..thoughts were simple...dreams and expectations were simple....now i am not so young...everything has changed...

then: i looked forward to a simple married life...an arranged one as it happens in my part of the world...
now: i dont know..i am torn....i want to fall in love...marry someone i have known for years...but that is not possible..

then: my idea of a good job was working for a quasi govt organisation..spend my entire life in some satellite town..bring up children and retire one day
now: no job is good enough..want to see the world...money is the only criteria...satellite towns..what is that who would want to spend his life there...

then: i was a traditionalist in my views both life and religion...i was never the religious fanatic types though...

now: i am caught between the two worlds...the old and the new...

more on this later....