End of love story

She is getting married to someone else .... i can't complain ... all my actions ...were leading to this...it had to happen...
if you know someone for six odd years of which 5 odd have been spent dreaming about her...it hurts..and it hurts bad...
i still remember the first time i saw her..spoke to her..took her to a walk...got re-buffed when i tried to approach her...most of the year was spent..in stealing glances and oppurtnities to talk to her...the first hug that she gave me...the first big quarrel that we had...spent months avoiding each other...and then back on track...it was funny....

agonizingly...i was surfing channels yesterday and some movie was being shown on one of the channels... and..somehow i felt i could replace the star with myself and it would be my story..for that scene...
the girl that the actor loves .marries someone else...and he gets to know of it in the party that she has thrown..the actor is heart-broken..and thats when the girl realises...that the actor loved him...she has this to say to him...
"You should not hide and wait if you love someone...just go and tell her..otherwise sometimes it's too late..."
Well..what can i say...i new what i wanted but ... then i created the complications ...
Next few postings will be spent in talking about her...in more details the incidents mentioned above...